HYPERTENSION SCARE
So scared. Had my blood pressure measured with a hand held device a few days ago and it read 140!!! thats hyper tension u know? i mean i wont be so scared if not for the fact that this was the very illness that took my ah gong's life. Worst still, my whole line of paternal relatives has it. arghz...thinking about it scares me off my chair *fallz*. Today i took half day mc to go and see doctor to get a PROPER measurement of my blood pressure and it turned out just fine! i think the doc think i chao geng lah, cause he kept giving me that slanting slighting eyes... arghz, hate him. THinking about it pisses me off my chair. *fallz*. Anyway i dont think measuring blood pressure warrants half a day mc, so i dont blame him.
I think i am a bad child. Had been neglecting my parents so much that i feel so detached from them. They are so understanding and dont blame me (though my mum still shouts at me every other second. but i know she cares cause she is my mum...besides, she is as ego as me so i guess face worths as much as a porsche). for going out late and never returning their calls... haiz. bad child. Yesterday night i came home and saw her sitting in the kitchen floor trying to stop her finger from bleeding. She had an in grown nail/piece of yellow flesh and she cut it out herself. The blood gushed out profusely and nothing she did could stop it. i did some first aid for her at once and things turned out slightly better. oFF she went to bed...but thats not the point. The point is she has been having this problem for 3 weeks already and i didnt notice until she went to cut it herself and got herself into a bloody mess. for 3 whole weeks i didnt get into close contact with her...i cant believe it. HOw many of you reading this held ur mum's hand within the last 3 weeks? She went on with her CNY chores and the finger got worst. Doc said got infection in the nail. just feel heart ache when i saw her nail...bloody swollen and looks like sandy in the mummy suit.
I just realised when i was bathing that im still a very chinese guy. I checked oarts of my body, ie my skin and found it to be yellow.
Nah, not trying to be funny... but i think kiat, zhan and ros will find their parts black. (skin i mean, so tong zi, stop letting ur mind run wild. and baby, urs too...)
Anyway, im trying to say that i make CNY confession every year since im like 5 or so. My religion has this practice of praying on the eve of CNY and we make confessions for the whole year and hope for GOD to forgive us. Its like a huge package altogether...Every year i say sorry for being rude to my parents and shouting to them at times. Every YEAR, every BLOODY year (sorry ros, just have to borrow ur word.) every bloody heely yEar i have to make the same confession. and if u guessed it in my tone, i AM SICK OF IT. but i realised though that my shoutings decreased tremendously over the last few years...think GOD is finally helping me with it. So i guess, this year i am going to make some what similar confessions...Just wondering wad confessions u ppl will make. Let me help u pple with it...
Andromean - Sorry for eating so many animals and killing so many innocent patients
Ah Zhan - Sorry for behaving like an idiot to frens and cheating PGP of money
BABY - Sorry for being such an ass with phone calls and sex life(with me!) and putting up such a bloody heely screw up face in front of no one
Kiat - Sorry for being such a slacker in the army, sorry to the nation and sorry to all guys for being such a let down with sex and alcohol
Ros - Sorry such being such a heely and always MIA. Sorry for getting myself so black. Sorry for being such a dumb blonde. Sorry for being such a dead heely.
Tong zi - Sorry for being such a act/pretend to be - natural - cute girl and sorry for sleeping in church
hmmz... so funny that whenever i think of it i fall off my chair *fallz*. ouch
So scared. Had my blood pressure measured with a hand held device a few days ago and it read 140!!! thats hyper tension u know? i mean i wont be so scared if not for the fact that this was the very illness that took my ah gong's life. Worst still, my whole line of paternal relatives has it. arghz...thinking about it scares me off my chair *fallz*. Today i took half day mc to go and see doctor to get a PROPER measurement of my blood pressure and it turned out just fine! i think the doc think i chao geng lah, cause he kept giving me that slanting slighting eyes... arghz, hate him. THinking about it pisses me off my chair. *fallz*. Anyway i dont think measuring blood pressure warrants half a day mc, so i dont blame him.
I think i am a bad child. Had been neglecting my parents so much that i feel so detached from them. They are so understanding and dont blame me (though my mum still shouts at me every other second. but i know she cares cause she is my mum...besides, she is as ego as me so i guess face worths as much as a porsche). for going out late and never returning their calls... haiz. bad child. Yesterday night i came home and saw her sitting in the kitchen floor trying to stop her finger from bleeding. She had an in grown nail/piece of yellow flesh and she cut it out herself. The blood gushed out profusely and nothing she did could stop it. i did some first aid for her at once and things turned out slightly better. oFF she went to bed...but thats not the point. The point is she has been having this problem for 3 weeks already and i didnt notice until she went to cut it herself and got herself into a bloody mess. for 3 whole weeks i didnt get into close contact with her...i cant believe it. HOw many of you reading this held ur mum's hand within the last 3 weeks? She went on with her CNY chores and the finger got worst. Doc said got infection in the nail. just feel heart ache when i saw her nail...bloody swollen and looks like sandy in the mummy suit.
I just realised when i was bathing that im still a very chinese guy. I checked oarts of my body, ie my skin and found it to be yellow.
Nah, not trying to be funny... but i think kiat, zhan and ros will find their parts black. (skin i mean, so tong zi, stop letting ur mind run wild. and baby, urs too...)
Anyway, im trying to say that i make CNY confession every year since im like 5 or so. My religion has this practice of praying on the eve of CNY and we make confessions for the whole year and hope for GOD to forgive us. Its like a huge package altogether...Every year i say sorry for being rude to my parents and shouting to them at times. Every YEAR, every BLOODY year (sorry ros, just have to borrow ur word.) every bloody heely yEar i have to make the same confession. and if u guessed it in my tone, i AM SICK OF IT. but i realised though that my shoutings decreased tremendously over the last few years...think GOD is finally helping me with it. So i guess, this year i am going to make some what similar confessions...Just wondering wad confessions u ppl will make. Let me help u pple with it...
Andromean - Sorry for eating so many animals and killing so many innocent patients
Ah Zhan - Sorry for behaving like an idiot to frens and cheating PGP of money
BABY - Sorry for being such an ass with phone calls and sex life(with me!) and putting up such a bloody heely screw up face in front of no one
Kiat - Sorry for being such a slacker in the army, sorry to the nation and sorry to all guys for being such a let down with sex and alcohol
Ros - Sorry such being such a heely and always MIA. Sorry for getting myself so black. Sorry for being such a dumb blonde. Sorry for being such a dead heely.
Tong zi - Sorry for being such a act/pretend to be - natural - cute girl and sorry for sleeping in church
hmmz... so funny that whenever i think of it i fall off my chair *fallz*. ouch
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