i had a terrible day. The work at office is starting to take its toll on me. Rather, it already had. The pressure from the top, time constraint, coupled with the empty stomach and tired eyes pushed me to my limits. Working OT for 3 times this week and each time lasting into the night had prevented me from even touching the books. As the exams crawl nearer with increasing pace, i sleep every night with the fear of not doing well. The mock exams have taken a knock at my confidence at the new found subjects this year. i could no longer bring myself into believing that things will turn out alright. The strength i have within me to carry on after a draining day at work is diminishing by the seconds. The faith i held ever so strong is withering. I know you are out there, supporting me as always. But dear lord, humans remain as humans, knowing is never enough. We are born greedy. Okie, maybe im the only greedy one around here. Send me some physical indication of support for i know i cannot go through all these alone. My soul is crying out loud for help, my lone sould is crying out to anyone who can hear me. And the cry is gradually drowned by the immerse pressure. Rekindle the candle of hope. Let my flame of faith burn strong once again. HELP ME DEAR GOD!!!
Amen.
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