The past week has been the usual for me except for the extra pressure to study as the exams edged closer without me gaining any more confidence. Instead, i took another knock when i found out that i failed my soci prelims. Got 5 outta 30 for 2 essays. Worst of all, the UK examiner wrote "You are making good progress!" when he was marking my script for the first time in his life. Weird pple give weird remarks.
Office workload was reduced tremendously this week, to my utter surprise that is. Mon and Tue, i was on half day for medical reasons (not MC like some idiotic fool.) Wed - Fri had been rather peaceful. Today is sat, let's hope chorale later wont stress me out. The annual report that i have been compiling is taking its shape. The overall structure is out, just that i feel the content is less than sufficiently rich. Even the cover is designed! My upper study's replacement aka my understudy has arrived. He is a typical photography addict. Yayie. look set to learn a trick or two from him. His photoshop skills are incredible compared to mine. HIs photography skills are darn impressive too. Knew everything about the aperture and the focus , the combination to obtain this and that effect. Awed...
I have been talking to myself lately. What to do. I think i've been mad at myself for the past few days. Or at something else, i wont know. Been too tired to even think straight. All i try to do is to absorb whatever i can from the notes. At least i can remember 10% of what i read yesterday. Eg. Philips Kotler is the person to mention whenever a question on Marketing comes out. Okie. Cool right. I think i am on my way to become the best student in Singapore. On the subject about being schizo, er. I wrote encouragement notes on tissue paper everytime i study to push myself to read on. Quite impressive right. Needed support of some kind and i supposed it was about the best way to get instant reply. Tried msging my frens leh, but they all enjoying themselves. One was at KTV, the other cant remember already. I get replies like in the next morning. Of course. i was half asleep when i woke up, so i couldnt be bothered to reply. I think they also feel bad if they dont reply lah, so i should stop bothering them. Tissue paper notes are enuff for me lor. Yiren-101-jiajia tricks!!!
I was telling qian li er that variety shows no longer have any effect on me. But last tue nite i decided to give it a try once more. sialah...Lauff till i pengz. Whether i was realli lauffing inside i also wont know cause it was late in the nite. Too tired to probe deep. Anyway i thought their jokes were quite funny. Though i doubt i will lauff if i watch it again now. It was the jacky wu guessing show. Wo Cai. Their theme was girls with nice lauffs/smiles. Wah, got so many types of laughters. One damn funnie wan was the one with pig snores in between. remember shania twain??? Oh, and there was this joke:" A potatoe was walking along the street when it fell." then the whole studio went into a state of silence. cracked me up alittle. Then the host tried to redeem her self when she said "A person shaped like a potatoe was walking along the street when he fell". haha...then everyone stared at her. hahaha. okie not funnie.
Went for beer last night. Yes. It has become a weekly affair and i have to put a stop to it. My mum has been scolding me cause im not supposed to drink. Hep B leh. Have to keep off alcohol if not will get high chance of liver cancer. Being young and erm young. I doubt i think twice before i gulp down the chilled sam miguel last nite. Darn. It was pretty nice when ur mind is heavy and you just want to relax yourself. True that it wont solve anything, but the sit-back-and-relax feeling you get from it after a huge gulp tends to lighten the load, allowing the troubled mind to take a rest before chionging again. - alcohol addict
Last nite was a pretty weird nite too. Helped zhannie moved from PGP back home. Tried my best not to speed home cause met with this scary experience on thur nite. Was driving home from school after a nite of econs. (for the first time, i managed a question without aid of the answer guides). It was around half past ten and i was all ready to go. The night was cooling so the engine was able to handle my raming. As my small car rolled onto the streets, my driving instincts came on and i decided to drive home. fast. So i took off and sped down PIE, went thru all the cruves and over took many many cars downhill. Usually i stop the craze as i approach Kallang way cause the traffic is congested and the roads are pretty curvy. However, my driving instincts refuse to go away, so i performed a dangerous stunt that got me into trouble! I came up to a row of cars one the extreme right lane. Without signalling & braking, i cut three lanes to the extreme left and back to the extreme right at ard 100km/h. That was not the dangerous part, the reckless portion about this is that it was at a curve. Everyone was turning with the road but i was cutting lane in the different direction. Though i knew what i was doing, i wasnt 100% confident i could pull it off. Just around 80%. But i came through and continued speeding down to eunos area. Wah. My heart was beating from the stunt so i decided to stop speeding and just drive at normal speed. followed the cars in front as we moved into Paya Lebar. Suddenly i noticed two bikes behind me. Traffic PoliCE!!! I think they saw me performing the stunt but didnt get a good glimsp of what car. When they came up along me, they took a peep and continued driving. Peep or stare i wont know cause i dare not look at theM. Almost peed in my pants man. I suspect they didnt know it was me, thinking it should have been a highly modifed honda showing off or something. LIttle did they know it was me!!! But it was still scary.
There is this girl going for tooth operation today. Hope everything will be fine for her. Pray that the gum wont bleed too much cause i didnt like the feeling when i had to swallow my own blood down continously. Felt like a vampire. God bless and take care ah!
I think i am so qualified to be a magician. I can perform disappearing acts without anyone noticing. Too bad my car cant do the same trick.
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