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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

I might have sixth sense.

Was driving home from school awhile ago and the road was relatively empty. Nope i didnt really speed cause i was driving my mum's car which was MUCH heavier. Hover around the region 100-120 and maintained at that. Then after kallang, the road was totally empty so i just increased my speed slightly. But i think the road is too quiet to be true, then thru my rear view mirror, i saw a car approaching at fast speed. My instinct told me to slow down and check out wad car it was. So i did...slowed to around 100 but could make out wad car it was. Decided to continue driving as per normal so i cruised at 110. Suddenly the car behind accelerate towards me...so i gave way and found that it was the disgusting BMW again. Looks like police got nothing better to do now adays. Luckily they didnt catch me cause they can. Speed limit was 90 any way... Looks like they were looking for something bigger.

Tongahzi msged me to ask me to jia you for exams and that we can all watch shrek 2 together after that. Yet i saw the names of my frens listed for the show on saturday after chorale. Maybe they have forgotten but my exam ends on Monday, so im not going to chorale on saturday. Please enjoy yourself people!! Shrek 2 looks realli funnie!! Dun worry about me lah, as kiat always say, he cant watch then nevermind lah! we watch lor! =) Oh, eugene, dun need to change ur duty on monday lah, i think all these are fated. Destiny is conducting a lesson for me - never force ur frens to do things they dont want to. So i must learn! On monday, i shall do something else and not impose on my frens to go out with me. Maybe some other time lor, but destiny has told me to find something else to do on this auspicious day. Thanks for trying to entertain me all these while!

I am losing steam. Plenty of work in the office with lots more waiting everytime i lock the door. Im starting to wonder if the one week break in between my last paper and my next is doing me any good. The will power needed to push myself to continue mugging for the last paper on monday is bottomless. Running out of fuel and stamina. Monday is only 4 days away, yet it looks much further as and when i take out my notes. This paper is really important to me because im taking a degree in management and this happens to be a management paper. I prayed to God and he has answered my prayers by injecting more energy into me the past few days. However, the stress and workload are draining away this already not so high level of energy. Worst still, guilt robbed me of the remaining drops when i didnt resist the temptation from eugene to go watch some kiddy japanese storm movie yesterday. Regrets regrets...

Dear Lord, please forgive me for being weak minded. Yet at the same time, i pray that you teach me how to strength it for time and time again i fail to control my desires and wants. Teach me how to fight expectations and how to deal with all the pressures from office. There is only so little time but so much to complete. Please lord, show me the way out of this troubled mess. Guide me out of this bottomless pit of endless work.

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